entry 3

its not about us
its not you that I cant get over of
its the idea of loving someone
but I have come to realize
that I never have and never will

and when the time is right
I intend to make peace with my destiny
just not so yet

entry 2

my vicious mind stops me from facing the empty truth sometimes
its a releaf
a gasp of health that keeps me alive for a bit longer

only because it smells like your toothpaste
such a wicked irony...

first entry about romance

they feed us our whole lives with a romance that will never exist
there is no love in this world

I feed myself with dark alleys in my mind where you emerge
but there is no you - there is no one
that is why I need to runaway
to the land where pretending turns into reality
at least for a little time
will you let me go?

my big secret is that I lost myself where my true self begins
forever hidden where my fantasies take place
in that alley where we first met
where you first looked at me
while I was looking to the other side
I felt you
and it was over

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